Live And Not Survive

 Stopping and staring at things as it passes by

Wondering if it was always there or has come alive

Oh! It’s my birthday and am turning twenty five!

What was I doing till now? Was I sleeping tight?

Am awake to a great big morning

Time is running without giving warnings

What I can do?

What I wana do

Is just stocking up the pile.

I wana live and not survive

Wana breathe the air and come alive

Don’t wana stress anymore

And no regrets anymore

I wana live before I die

I feel like turning the time back to when I was nine

Or to a point when I last felt that all was fine

If I could only reach it all at the same time

Magic or witchcraft, science or myth all works just fine

Oh! I can’t  go against the nature

Messing with the time into the future

Wana have a past

Strong enough to last

Present is running without a sign

I wana live and not survive

Wana breathe the air and come alive

Don’t wana stress anymore

And no regrets anymore

I wana live before I die

Choices are always hard to make

But the rest of my life is at stake

Life is made up of a big ‘What If’

All will just change with the chances I take

Turning back is not an option

Settling down is not the answer

Can never be a part of the crowd

Coz am the childlike sole survivor

Graduating with rest of my life

Without a rule book it feels like a strife

Wana make the way

Living everyday

Smiling seeing the sun that shines

I wana live and not survive

Wana breathe the air and come alive

Don’t wana stress anymore

And no regrets anymore

I wana live before I die

Zindagi Hu Main

Zindagi behti ja rahi hai,
Thamne ka naam nahi leti.
Main bhi chalti ja rahi hu,
Thakne ka naam nahi leti.

Aage andhera Piche ujala sa lag raha hai,
Par main bhi mushkilo se darne ka naam nahi leti.

Kayi thokaren khayi, kayi naadaniya ki.
Kayi dhoke khaye, kayi manmaaniya ki.
Kayi bar dil toota aur kayi dil tode,
Lekin main 'Pyar' ko jhuthlane ka naam nahi leti.

Na janu main kya chahu,
Kayi mod par khud ko bhoola pau.
Phir bhi zindagi ke khel se muh modne ka naam nahi leti.

Kabhi kuch mehsus na kar pau,
Kuch sapne ehsaas na kar pau.
Par apni koshisho ko chodne ka naam nahi leti.

Kabhi bhagu,
Kabhi chupu.
Aur kabhi apneaap se ladu.
Phir bhi halato se haarne ka naam nahi leti.

Main hu Main,
Jise jeene ke liye taraasha gaya hai.
Khushi hu main.
Umeed hu main.
Sapna hu main.
Hairani bhi hu main.
Dua hu main.
Dava hu main.
Khud se ishq hai mujhko.
Aur ye aadat hai ke chutne ka naam nahi leti...

Sometimes

Sometimes
you just realize
that you were wrong
& someone else was right

Sometimes
it just feels right 
to let go the ego
& to feel light

Sometimes
you need to lose
no matter who wins or lose
and you gotta have to choose
yourself or life

So, stop before you hurt yourself
stop before you go far
Stop and look awhile
take a breath and live life....
Coz happiness is just around the corner

Sometimes 
its good to keep quiet
Enough of noise 
towards a music so light

Sometimes
its good to start afresh
Rewrite a story
& get a hold on yourself

Sometimes
you can just hope for the best
Keep doing your best
Nobody knows whats the rest


So, stop before you hurt yourself
stop before you go far
Stop and look awhile
take a breath and live life....
Coz happiness is just around the corner

Life is a big surprise

And it unveils at its own pace

If you keep thinking about everything

only you are being miserable and missing the bling

Sometimes

its good to be yourself

its good to love yourself

You are firstly in a relationship with you

so make sure you realize yourself

Stop before you hurt yourself
stop before you go far
Stop and look awhile
take a breath and live life....
Coz happiness is just around the corner

A MIRACLE AWAITS EVERY MOMENT!!!!

Sunrise of life

At the dawn

When sun is down

There is a light

That makes world bright

And day starts on its own time

In life’s humdrum

In the midst of its conundrum

We live with the hope

To dope out the ways

Towards happy days

But to complete a puzzle

You need to put a muzzle

So you dont overthink n lose a piece

Life has its own sunrise

Things happen on its time

So just go with the flow

And happiness hits you like a blow

Life has its own sunrise

Things happen on its time

Just wait for your time

To start up with the climb

You get impatient

And you start running behind things

And just don't realize

That hurry is just another vice

Time cant wait

Nor time can rush

Time takes its own time

To make the roses blush

If nature can wait

So can you

You just can’t rush through the end

Or else you’ll miss all the twists and bends

Life has its own sunrise

Things happen on its time

So just go with the flow

And happiness hits you like a blow

Life has its own sunrise

Things happen on its time

Just wait for your time

To start up with the climb

To live you need vision not eyes

For life you need smiles and time flies

Journey is the best part

You’l know if you are smart

Stations of life will be there in its own place

Life is fun n not a race

Live before it runs out

Please don't mistake it for a bout

NOW is the only time to make the move

But its not always NOW that you get results

Because if you sow today reaping is always at the other bay

Thats why I say

Life has its own sunrise

Things happen on its time

So just go with the flow

n happiness hits you like a blow

life has its own sunrise

things happen on its time

just wait for your time

to start up with the climb

Gotta Figure Out

Walking alone
On a road unknown
With hopes up high
Wana reach the sky

There is loads to do
Have to make the move
How to take the step
Whom to call for help

Life is so simple but there is a world out there
Right now where I am I stand nowhere

Gotta figure out
How to get what I want
Gotta figure out
How to make it loud
Gotta figure out
How to stand up tall
Gotta figure out my way

There is lots to prove
Gotta make life groove
On my tune
Over the sand dunes

Life is a race
Have to keep my pace
But gotta find a way
To the sunny bay

Life is all about smiles but there is lots of pain out there
Right now where I am I stand nowhere

Gotta figure out
How to get what I want
Gotta figure out
How to make it loud
Gotta figure out
How to stand up tall
Gotta figure out my way

There is lots that i know
And lots which is unknown
Which I have to figure out
On my own
With somethings which are gone
And write the story
Which will always be told

Life is a long way to go but there are lots of turns out there
Right now where I am I stand nowhere


Gotta figure out
How to get what I want
Gotta figure out
How to make it loud
Gotta figure out
How to stand up tall
Gotta figure out my way

Unpredictable

Heyo people do not judge me
Look at me but don't tell me 
How to live


Yo people mind your own business
Don't like me? Then maintain distance
Coz if you try looking through me
You will just get so confused


Coz m Unpredictable
Just like the weather
It rains when the sun shines
M quiet when everything's fine


M Unpredictable
Just like the ocean
Its calm and suddenly its a storm
I blast when things go wrong


Yo people you don't know my story
You only know a part of my glory
But you can never understand the true me


Don't you all have some better work 
Than trying to screw me
Why do you all pretend
As if you know me


You don't have any clue about me
Coz m Unpredictable
Just like the weather
It rains when the sun shines
M quiet when everything's fine


M Unpredictable
Just like the ocean
Its calm and suddenly its a storm
I blast when things go wrong


If you really want to know me
Then the game is pretty simple
M tender like a bubble
I fly and go around
I look so pretty
But when m poked gently
I burst and disappear


M just a bit complicated
Like the tangles in the hair
Pull me gently I'll open
Pull me hard I'll break


M one of a kind
If can't read me you are blind
Just don't play with my mind
Or you'll regret it behind


Coz m Unpredictable
Just like the weather
It rains when the sun shines
M quiet when everything's fine


M Unpredictable
Just like the ocean
Its calm and suddenly its a storm
I blast when things go wrong...


So Stay Away If You Don't Have Brains...................

Absent Mindedly

You came like a dream

Ended like a nightmare

I don't know how to scream

And I feel I am nowhere

Don't know what to feel

Its like I just cannot live

I come here

I go there

I go on somewhere

N I end up nowhere

Moving along

Absent Mindedly

I see you

I cannot see Yu

I talk but cannot feel Yu

I don't get it where I went wrong

I accepted Yu the way Yu are

I loved Yu the way that left me with scars

Yu got my fears alive

Its just that I cant take it anymore

I come here

I go there

I go on somewhere

N I end up nowhere

Moving along 

Absent mindedly

I hear people shouting on me

Not to trust you, that's what they ask me

Yu have hurt me, that's what they tell me

Nobody is listening to me

They tell me what happened was false

I don't know if I have to trust Yu or not

Yu are now a stranger

And Yu have left me estranged

I come here

I go there

I go on somewhere

N I end up nowhere

Moving along

Absent mindedly